a downward spiral.

Jul 5, 200810 min read

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cutofakiss

Published: Jul 5, 2008

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_{Life has taken a downward spiral. A lot has been going on. And I seem to be fucking up or failing at everything.

Wanted to disappear. Failed.
Wanted to pass a class. Failed.
Wanted to be happy. Failed.
Wanted to be in love. Failed.
Wanted to smile. Failed.
Wanted to sleep. Failed.
Wanted to dream. Failed.
Wanted to live right. Failed.
Wanted to do right. Failed.
Wanted to breathe. Failed.
Wanted to forget. Failed.

My downward spiral has gotten me no where good. It seems everything keeps failing and it does it all at once.

Maybe tomorrow will be okay. Maybe this will be okay. Maybe I will be okay.

Maybe I can take some pictures to show every fucking feeling that I grasp. And maybe they will turn out right.

I just need to breathe.
I just need to be okay.
But I won't be okay for a little while.
But I know now I will live.

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