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Originally, this picture showed my stomach. But then I realized that the stomach was a distraction to the scale which was the point of the photo. And I also realized the more I saw my stomach, the more I was disgusted with the photo.

Lately I`ve been rather depressed with my body. I am no longer happy with it. And what is sad is the only time I was happy with it was when I got down to 110 pounds because I was hurting my body. And that was the time when people started saying that I need to gain more weight. And now I`m back to being somewhere between 125 to 130 and I don`t like it.

I KNOW it is every girls dream in society to have a barbie doll image with huge boobs and one tiny ass stomach. I never understood why we can`t be happy with ourselves for who we are and not try to be that barbie doll image. But no matter how hard many of us try, we still want that fucking image so bad. I just wish my stomach was flat. I`m sick of the damn pudge. And I`m tired of every time I go to the scale it goes up further.

I just wish I was SKINNY.

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:iconlorelix04:
Yeah but sometimes being skinny isn't all that great. I nearly killed myself in February because I lost so much weight that I was nearing 85 pounds. I passed out in the shower because there wasn't enough blood flow to my head.

I completely agree with you though. None of us will ever be truly happy with how we are, and we'll always be striving to be what society deems the "ideal". It's not fair, and it shouldn't be that way, but it is.

I love you the way you are dear, and I love your work. Despite what you may think, you're beautiful, talented, and you have a lot of promise, so continue to utilize what you have to bring yourself happiness <33

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I see my baby, he's starry eyed
My bones break all the time
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What is sad is that I would prefer to be 100 pounds passing out everywhere like I was around a year ago. I was sick as hell. I was moron on certain circumstances that I try to forget. I`m already anemic. And I lost A LOT of weight. I had people coming up to me going "Have you lost weight." "um. i guess." "well gain some." and bullshit. My pants were falling off, and STILL don`t completely fit. (I`m too lazy to go buy new clothes) But I was still happy with my body sadly enough.

We all want that ideal body. Especially girls. If we are skinny, we want to be bigger. If we are fat, we want to be smaller. I have a pudge that David says is just muscle and all girls have. And I want to throw the bullshit card on him. I`ve just always had it EVEN when I was 110 pounds.

Thank you dear. Your work has improved over the years, and I love it as well. No matter what people say about me, I always argue or differ. But again, I guess that is how most people are.

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:iconnoisexandxkisses:
Wow.
This is everything I've dealt with for the past five years.
All in one picture.
You have such a talent for taking a million thoughts and ideas and putting it into a single photo... or many photos.

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"Life is short; break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile." - Unknown
:iconlorelix04:
:heart: Always, dear.

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I see my baby, he's starry eyed
My bones break all the time
:iconwiccanwonderland:
Its amazing how many people go through that.
Ive gone through it....
Im sure that alot of girls have.
In this one picture it mirrors my own weight battles.
Its amazing. Its pure talent, love.

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"Whoever Saves One Life.....
Saves The World Entire"
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:iconblackcarrionrose:
cool shot, great angle...and uhhh....you are skinny... or at least I thought you were.

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"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who only dream by night." - Edgar Allan Poe
:iconblackcarrionrose:
cool shot, great angle...and uhhh....you are skinny... or at least I thought you were. :hug: You rock.

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"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who only dream by night." - Edgar Allan Poe
:iconsuzuki-chano:
Really cool picture~! And i tottaly understand you...but your lucky you at least look skinny. Im 130 but im big boned so im big no matter what i do...so yeah T_T I tottaly understand your point. Stupid barbie dolls.

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