Join for FREE | Take the Tour Lost Password?

deviantART

 
:iconcutofakiss:

=cutofakiss

aheartbreakerwithabrokenheart
Sign up to follow this artist's work
ProfileGalleryPrintsFavesJournal
About Me Official Beta Tester General Digital Photographer Lauren20/Female/United States Group group avatar #deviantARTtimes
Your News Resource Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Years
9 Month Premium Membership:
Given by =existentialdefiance Statistics 245 Deviations
25,387 Comments
136,204 Pageviews

Newest

11.6.09 ID
by =cutofakiss
I miss you, so come home.
by =cutofakiss
Love Me. Love Me.
by =cutofakiss
Where does my heart go now?He was my toy. My only toy. I was his toy. His toy of many. He was the only thing I could ever play with. He wanted my love and I wanted his. While I was playing with his never been touched heart, he was playing with my fragile already bruised and stitched up, and re-broken heart. I could only smile at this site of his sweet misery.   
I wanted to be loved by him [again]. He wanted to be loved by me, received the love he had never seen, the love I had never been able to give him. He could pick me up and throw me away with one arm, but the saddest part of it all is, I would once let him. I could lay him down and walk all over him unt Where does my heart go now?
by =cutofakiss
he saw it all
by =cutofakiss
hopeless september.   
i can see you  but i can't feel you.  my arms are getting cold  even in the september's air  i can hear you near me  as we walk the midnight streets  but i'm lost with out  the feeling of warmth on my  bare skinned arms swaying  alone by my sides.  just let it go.  all the pain you hold inside  [you just let me go]  and hold on to me.  i know you hear me  as you pretend to ignore  my words that were once so precious.  you once shined at the sound of  my voice as i pretended that  you were not there  i was only scared of  swee hopeless september.
by =cutofakiss
granddad.
by =cutofakiss
and the sun will set for you.
by =cutofakiss
Fade.
by =cutofakiss
Waiting.
by =cutofakiss
Browse Gallery

all hope lost - until now.

Print Available

Dust in the Wind

Print Available

Hold me when I'm here...

Print Available

Critiques

In the Bathroom No.1
by =existentialdefiance

I absolutely love the matching fabric with the wall color. In some ways, I wish her head was not cut off. It takes away from this photo...

VIEW CRITIQUE
Take a look at myself
by *cugot12

Though this is a great piece and you did a great job with the cloning tool, I think I would prefer to see the images separate. The righ...

VIEW CRITIQUE
Browse Critiques

Six years on deviantART!!

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 7, 2009, 7:37 PM


Prints|Gallery|Myspace|Deviant ART|Suggest DD|Random Deviation|Random Gallery



So I realized that today I have been on deviantART for six years!!! That is crazy. Time flies by so fast!! I think every year I say it's my DA birthday, but it is really crazy at how long I have been on here. This site as grown a lot, for better and for worse. When I joined things were a lot different, but still many things are the same. There are some great people and great artist on this site. I joined in 2003 when I was fourteen years old only being someone inspired by a friend's self portrait photography. I started on here with a 2 megapixel point and shoot that I got my dad to buy for me. It was a Coolpix Nikon 2100. But back then 2 megapixels were the decent cameras. haha. I joined this site like I do every other site not thinking I would stay on, keep it updated, meet great people, etc. I mean I join SEVERAL sites every month and i'll update them from time to time and then just forget about them. DeviantART is the only site I have really stayed true to and been there, even if at times I do not comment back or comment like I would wish, I am still here. :) I didn't think my work would go anywhere, and I never thought I would get several watchers. I still think my work has A LOT of improving to do and I have A LOT of learning to do. But deviantART has helped me grow as a photographer and an artist, and I thank yall for it. :) I am now twenty years old, and I have definitely grown as a person and photographer from when I started on here. My works have changed maybe for better or for worse. I have changed for the better. I have grown up a lot. And several people have watched me over the years through it as well. But yeah, Happy DeviantART Birthday to me!!! :heart:

I hope everyone is doing great.

I also want to thank my wonderful supporters and I really want to thank *DogmaticKerr and =existentialdefiance for the subscription. It means so much to me!!!!

:blowkiss:

[Stamps]










free counters
9 Comments | Previous Journal Entries
  • Listening to: Eyes Set to Kill

deviantID

The name is Lauren. I have been on deviantART for a little over 5 years and am still as addicted to it as I was in the past. Photography and modeling are my absolutely passions. I can get every thought in my head by doing so. My gallery comes straight from my heart. It is a view of my life. From emotions of love and hate to the beauty of nature. I want people to see what I see, and feel what I feel. I want people to see my hopes, my dreams, my pain, my hurt, my everything. Photography, writing and art is my way of expressing everything about me. :heart: Thank you for visiting the page. :)

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Alabama
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
  • Interests: karate, art, photography, writing, music, self portraits
  • Favourite movie: The Salton Sea, American History X, Blow, V for Vendetta, Requiem for a Dream, The Breakfast Club
  • Favourite band or musician: Lydia, Shiny Toy Guns, Casting Crowns, Eyes Set to Kill, 10 years, Evanescence, A Perfect Circle
  • Favourite genre of music: Indie, heavy, hard rock, alternative rock, underground, industrial, classic rock, & more
  • Favourite poet or writer: Chuck Palahnuik, Edgar Allan Poe, Robert Frost, Lewis Carroll, Ellen Hopkins, & others
  • Favourite photographer: Dennis Wright, Devin Mourning
  • Favourite style of art: Self expressive, Dark/Goth Art, Scenery Photgraphy, Self Portrait, Sky, and Landscape
  • Operating System: Windows XP & Windows Vista *cringe*
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod mini 4 GB & 80 GB Video MP3 iPod
  • Favourite game: Audiosurf, Van Helsing, Need for Speed Underground, America`s Army, Need for Speed Carbon
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox, PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewy from Family Guy or Betty Boop or Wall-E
  • Personal Quote: I`ll stomp on your face, & then tell you i love you; i'm a heartbreaker with a broken heart
  • Tools of the Trade: Canon EOS 350D, Paint Shop Pro 9 & XI, Adobe Photoshop CS2 Sony, Cybershot DSC-W55, Nikon 2100
http://myspace.com/cutofakiss

What color should I dye my hair? 

30%
28 deviants said Keep it natural (dark brown)
25%
23 deviants said Black with red streaks or red undertone
19%
18 deviants said Red
13%
12 deviants said Black
5%
5 deviants said Light Brown
5%
5 deviants said Blonde
2%
2 deviants said Other -- please explain
7 comments, Previous Polls

Twitter

Twitter is a free social messaging utility for staying connected in real-time.

JavaScript is required for this module to display correctly.

cutofakiss on twitter

Comments


:iconexistentialdefiance:
=existentialdefiance 2 days 1 hour ago
I did a journal feature of my models on DA [link]

It reminded me of how much I enjoyed working with you and how grateful I am to have worked with you. Hopefully we will be able to work together again.

--

Daniel W Durkin Fine Art Photography
:iconcutofakiss:
=cutofakiss 1 day 22 hours ago
Thank you. I agree. Hopefully we can work together again soon.

--
†my gallery†my stock account†my prints†
:iconvam-pyre:
*Vam-pyre 5 days 2 hours ago
thank you for the favorite.

--
Vam-Pyre


my gallery ----> [link]

:heart:
:iconjespecially:
~jespecially Dec 7, 2009, 8:45:08 AM
thanks for the fav on Sheer :>
:iconkasys:
~kasys Nov 26, 2009, 2:25:33 AM
Thanks for the fav... :-)
:icondorsaispirit:
*Dorsaispirit Nov 7, 2009, 10:53:40 PM
Through mountains and valleys of pain
Did I reach who I have become.
By being who I am I know am I mortal,
By loving you I am immortal.
Let me love as my heart guides me
And you shall know I as I know you.
Freely now shall the tears fall
Thus love unites us all.

The seer amount of emotion you capture in each and every photograph you take of yourself pulls at my heart. I am simultaneously drawn to be a need to comfort and a desire to avoid your pain. Please keep up the great works. I really love having the poetry muse back with me again.

--
Do yourself a favor. Get the facts right before you argue with me. Otherwise you might get a boot full of concrete reality headed for your head.
Open minded by nature. Skeptic by choice. [link]
:icondaydreamer19:
~Daydreamer19 Oct 28, 2009, 1:17:56 PM
Thanks for the favs!

--
92% of teens have switched to rap music, if you are part of the other 8% put this in your signature and rock on!

My Boo
[link]
:iconavatarangel22:
~avatarangel22 Oct 25, 2009, 2:53:28 PM
how tall are you?

--
"Never forget who you are" ~Ursa
Previous Page12345...Next Page

Site Map